I am back! though with Arashi's news...

Hi, everyone!

I wanna share my thought about this Arashi's news.

Actually in a time like this I really can’t choose my words well. I don’t know how to describe it perfectly in any language. I just can’t easily share my thought at social media too. From yesterday, all I could do is just cry and cry until this morning. I even didn’t sleep well last night. And now is the moment I finally can control my tears and feelings well. Though maybe I could crying again after this. So, this is all about Arashi and my entire life nine years back as Arashi’s fan.

Since I might confuse about what language I could use to confess my feeling, I trying to type it with English first.

First of all, I know I am is just one of all people in this world who shocked about the news from Arashi's leader, Satoshi following its member, Nino, Jun, Aiba and Sho.

They're doing a great job in their entire life for about 20 years. So, actually in my somewhere in my heart there might a chance they must be very tired.

They were have been my hero in my life, my best friend, my brother, my man, my boyfriend, my family, and all bonds might never couldn't be enough. They are the best energy I could have. I didn't know what my life might be if their existence didn't exist in this world. This is really a hard news for me. I was doing my Arashi's songs flashback, and I just realize their existence were always stick in at every corner within my entire life.

Let's spend this two years more to support Arashi with all our might. And so, I just could pray, after the hiatus, after their perfect break, Arashi especially my ichiban, Satoshi will surely come back to us, to their fans❤.

Thank you, and congratulation about your 20th anniversary, Arashi! I love you, we love you, and always be :)